Too Long...So Many Changes

Well, it has been almost two months since my last post. Time has gone by really fast. I have graduated from college and have been reminded why my family is so important to me. I have also been reminded that some people just don't care about anyone other than themselves. I feel like I am always competing with those around me. I have not found a "big girl" job and am looking. If you know of any, just let me know. I have discovered a fault that I seem to not be able to get over and that is I cannot tell the ones that I love "no". I feel like I have to do everything they ask to keep them happy and "proud" of me. Why is that? Why can't I accept myself? I almost got ran over by a car that was in too much of a hurry to allow a someone cross the parking lot. Why are people in such a hurry? Don't they know that they must enjoy their life or they will never be happy? Well, I think I have rambled enough. I leave you with this amusing photo.